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Sep. 14th, 2005 | 09:22 pm
mood: sicksick
music: bens ac buzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

i dont even know how to start this.

ive been dreading updating cuz so much has happened.

i went to latvia, then russia, then came home and went away with the bilf (because hes a bill i like to fuck. or short for billford), then started school, then went back to work, and i guess that pretty much sums everything up.

Latvia and Russia both left me with amazing experiences, though theyre very very differnt ones. Im prolly gonna go live in Riga for a few months and teach english eventually. St.Petersberg is the most profoundly existential city ive ever encountered.

There was massive drama getting back to nyc due to heathrow being AWFUL. like in every way. from now on, if im going to the UK im totally flying through gatwick.

The day i came home bill picked me up from the airport, drove to my house so i could clean away two days worth of airplane travel from my skin, and then took me way upstate to the *real* countryside.

i dont think that ive ever felt this loved in my life.

so yeah we did the ill new yorkie couple thing and went away for the weekend to sit by a lake. and smoke mad trees. and fuck. mmm. it was really good.

started school a few weeks ago. im taking all academics (19th century philosophy, intro to film, political sociology, and core history) cuz all the art or theatre classes i wanted to take i couldnt. i hate brooklyn college. dont get me wrong, i like my classes. but i feel like im in a slightly more detail oriented version of high school. whatever yo. ill transfer soon and itll all be better in the face.

um did i mention that my boyfriend is wonderful?

well he is.

i miss my wonder twin. i dont know that were even wonder tiwns anymore. but i still miss her.

i havent really been doing a whole lot of anything social recently. i dont like that shit. it makes me feel like im wasting my youth.

i feel like ive been chilling with the same four or five people since the summer started. and i heart them. but i wonder what happened to everyone else that existed in my life and called me their friend. people just stopped calling.

ugh its gross out and im kinda sick and somewhat grumpy so i think ill end this update now. ill prolly post pics later if i get to it.

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from: [info]thebigradu
date: Sep. 15th, 2005 02:49 am (UTC)
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Gah! I know how you feel!

Like, for real!

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from: [info]skarletshadow
date: Sep. 15th, 2005 03:25 am (UTC)
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word. we should totally take pics of our common affliction and do something with them. or something.

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from: [info]green__light
date: Sep. 15th, 2005 03:50 am (UTC)
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Dude, im still your wonder twin, and I only stopped calling becuase my shit is mad hectic. Then I have to call and explain why I have not been around, and that Im ya know, not in good headspace and that I am hot and tire... my ac is not working, cleaning, looking for a job and faire. I feel bad chilling with people becuase I never have money. If your not working tommorrow you should come to faire with me while me and Jade do stock. I should be around later tomorrow night... I heart you vera much and I have a present for you. I think about you all the time. Things are going to iron out and hopefully BK will be happneing for me soon.

Love you.

Em

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from: [info]pridesfoe
date: Sep. 15th, 2005 11:34 pm (UTC)
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*Glad to hear that things went well for you in the mother country. Ive always wanted to go back and see what its like now. Seeing St. Petes with older eyes, Im sure that I would appreciate it more

*Come tomorrow with your peeps and we'll have a grand all time. There are going to be tkts available, so if you want come prepared. Its going to be madness. Cant wait to see you, it has been a long time

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